TMI Tuesday's

Well today is my first TMI Tuesday, which will probably be quite mild cause there really isn't too much going on. I would like to first start out by saying I am absolutely sick of this sick feeling! I feel good in the morning right out of bed but then I eat breakfast and feel like crap, then I start to dread eating but if I don't I feel sick cause I'm hungry, I need to find that happy medium or just stick it out for a few more weeks and hopefully by then this sick feeling will be gone! I also would like to say that I wish my tummy was as hard as my boobs! My boobs are like rocks, you could probably bounce a quarter off them but my belly on the other hand is still a little giggly! Speaking of boobs, they are getting sore to the point that it is hard to sleep on my tummy, sometimes it feels like they are going to shoot out flames! ;) My teeth were sore the other day and I'm not sure what that was about, maybe I ate too much (too much chewing)? I do have a dentist appointment in December so I will get a good cleaning done then. Occasionally I have a sore back but that is usually at the end of the day and I'm sure it's because I sit on a bar stool all day! I am freezing all the time and I don't think it is because this is my first winter 80lbs lighter, I honestly think it has something to do with this baby!? I haven't really had too many weird dreams, I think I had more bazaar dreams at 4 weeks then I do now? And my Spidy sense of smell is getting stronger everyday - this I can do without! I never realized I worked in such a stinky place! Even freshly brewed coffee that I used to love to smell absolutely makes my tummy do summer salts! And for those of you that know me I rarely burp/ fart around people cause I think it's kinda rude and if I hear someone (usually kids) trying to spell their name while belching I absolutely want to vomit! There is just no need to do that! But lately I feel the pain, I can't believe how much better my tummy feels after I burp that I wish I knew how to do it more! It's almost tiring the amount of times I say "excuse me" so at home I rarely do. ;) I haven't had too many food aversions yet, I find that I am craving more of a carb diet but I think that is because it seems to fill you up? I haven't had a salad in about a week, I can't seem to get any veggies down instead I have been drinking V8's which seem to be better. I had a lot of cramping the first few weeks and occasionally I get a few now. On the emotional side of things I thought I would have more crying moments but I have not had any crying yet instead I have these little bursts of grumpiness! I hate the people I work with and often think bad things about them - I did this before but now I am afraid I might vocalize it more! ;)

So that's about it for the personal stuff going on inside me, nothing too bad yet! I honestly can't say I'm enjoying it yet though, and I know before I got pregnant I used to say I was ready for all the crappy symptoms and whatever else I was in for - as long as I could be pregnant. However now I am singing a different song and honestly don't think I will want to feel this crap again!? Maybe we will only have one kid? Maybe it will get better in the 2nd trimester and I'll forget all about this seasick, green feeling? Maybe it will get worse!? :o