Day 2

Well, this is now day 2 and honestly day one wasn't too bad. I have decided that I don't really like the Walden Farms zero everything salad dressing so today I am going to try my own concoction of a dressing that hopefully is better!? If not I got a few recipes from my girlfriend that sound good! Yesterday I kinda messed up with my first shake of the day and my second shake wasn't much better, I tried the "wild berry yogurt" but there were chunks in it which I wasn't too crazy about. :( Supper was the best meal ever! And the crazy thing was that it was just 5oz of chicken breast and 2 cups of broccoli/ cauliflower, I was suppose to have salad too but couldn't do it. I find that I actually really like the salt we have to eat, which I suppose is a good thing? I think that either the morning vitamins or the shakes make me burp!?!? lol I'm not really one that burps lots so this is kinda a weird thing for me and I notice that I am burping more!? I had the butterscotch pudding for a snack when I got home last night and it also was ok (I think I like the WS butterscotch pudding better).

Today is also going OK, I notice I am a little more on edge or grumpy then normal. I'm not really having too bad of cravings (yet), just when someone mentions things I like (like pizza or pasta) then I think about it more. I don't feel hungry at all really, which is weird. I am trying to 'listen' to my bodies signals more on when I'm actually hungry and not just eating out of habit.

This morning I had my coffee with 1oz skim milk and Splenda, which still isn't the same as my Vanilla creamer - which BTW I am probably missing the most right now! But it was do-able, then I had a chocolate shake which was soooo chocolaty, it was way more chocolaty then the WS ones and really yummy. I just finished my cucumbers with salt and I am going to have salad and veggies for lunch soon. Later I will try the Pina Colada shake.

I feel like I am being successful but I'm so worried that I will go for my weigh in next week and be disappointed with the number!? And although I know that any loss is better then what I was doing before, I really want to see double digits!!! Last night I gave Jacob cream corn for his veggie which happens to be one of my favs and I was soooo tempted to grab a few spoonfuls but I didn't ! And when she said he was all done and still had a chicken finger on his plate I almost popped it in my mouth ... but I didn't!! I am trying hard to be committed cause I want to see the big number!! Hopefully it pays off, I'm excited and worried all at the same time.