soooo stressed lately!

Things have been awfully stressful lately, as most of you know the doctors have decided to stop chemo treatments for my Dad so we have all expected things to turn for the worse but as of yet he seems to be good but now we are being more open about the situation and Dad is talking to us about his DNR and where we can find his will. Things that are hard to talk about but I suppose we need to know. Even though I'm almost certain that when the time comes for him I will be a total scatter brain and not be thinking about wills and stuff. So, I'm slightly stressed or more so worried about my Dad and how he will be over the next few weeks/ months. Then hubbies Grandma (whom he is very close to) had a operation for a stomach aneurysm and is having lots of complications cause a bunch of stress on my MIL - as she is the one that seems to take care of everyone. Then on Friday I got a call from my Mom saying she was admitted to the hospital, although she had to spend the four days in the ER cause there were no beds! She hasn't been feeling well for a while and truly is a mystery case for the doctors. They have done tons of tests and still can't figure out what is wrong, last time I was there the nurse said something about kidney failure!?!? It just seems like everyone is getting sick all at the same time and in just a few short months everything will probably change. Although I am surprised of all the people I thought would be sick he is doing the best!?

I posted a video of Jacob with one of his birthday toys that he absolutely loves!! He really likes his trains right now and this was the perfect gift for him!! If our house was a little bigger I would leave it up all the time but it's fairly big. I love hearing Jacob say "Hi, Mommy" - it's just cute.

Jacob and I went to the zoo on the weekend and spent four hours walking around, it was so nice out and the animals were all out having lunch. I took a bunch of pics and will try to post a few tomorrow. It was a great day ... until I got home - then I needed a hot bath and glass of wine to wind down before hubby went out for the evening.