I really need to get my head wrapped around the fact that this is a life time change, its a forever thing ... not just stop the diet and go back to eating crap? But it's soooo incredibly hard, I feel like it's my right or I earned it ?? I also have a feeling that maybe I am allergic to sugar? I get the headache and my face breaks out almost instantly after having some!? I think I might have to stay away from sugar for life? Which wouldn't necessarily be a bad thing?
We leave in 4 days to go to Mexico and the close the day comes the more excited I am getting!! I can't believe that we are actually going on a trip!? Its been a long time since I have been on a plane and Jacob has never been on a plane so this makes me nervous!? I hope he does OK and behaves good! I am hoping I have enough things in his carry on to keep him busy for 6 hours!~? I'm hoping that he doesn't drive me completely insane with all his questions about all the new things (I'm certain that this WILL happen, and I know it's completely normal and healthy for him to ask so many questions but sometimes it gets very tiring answering a thousand questions when all you want to do is relax or read a book)
We have a very busy weekend planned, tonight we have a bday party to go to and Jacob is having a sleepover at the grandparents. Tomorrow morning is gymnastics then another bday party for a youth group I used to belong to. Then Sunday we have a baby shower. I also would like to get a start on packing and laundry. I am taking Tuesday off next week to take the dogs to the kennel so I will have lots of time to pack then but I don't like leaving things to last minute. I feel like I have so much to do still and only 4 days!! :0
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